Showing posts with label Nathan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nathan. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Metaphysics and Doxology

The pen never seems heavier than when it is first drawn across an empty page. When I begin to write, I am always driven to capture the deep and portray the profound- to use these lines and dots to illumine truths in my own mind or in the sight of others. Indeed, it is mightier than the sword, and more difficult to lift and wield.
            Reading the writing of a friend recently[1], I was reminded of the beauty of the real. Life, in its vibrance and complexity, bursts forth in a thousand incidences each moment. I, in my dimwitted search for the deep, miss the beauty and glory in those “simple” occurrences, seeing only what I deem to be appropriate of my appreciation. The kiss from my wife, the joy in labor and study, the peaceful afternoon nap, the clear blue sky and strong bright sun fade into obscurity as I seek the profound realities—not realizing that the richest realities lie in these profound things and their true meanings.
            “Turn your eyes upon Jesus,” the old hymn sings, “look full in His wonderful face. And the things of this earth will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace.” As far as the riches of this world and the temptations to evil, this is absolutely true. But what about the simple moments of the everyday? The love of my wife, the joy in a child’s laugh, the satisfaction in a work completed, the rest of a peaceful nap? Tragically, these things fall into routine in search of greater truth, while they should find greater reality in service of our gracious God.
            We’ve been duped into believing the total separation between physical and spiritual realities, whereas it is precisely the infusion of the spiritual reality that gives the physical, the simple, the everyday its overwhelming beauty! My marriage is beautiful, not because of perfection, but because in our love there is an image of Jesus and His bride.[2] Children are beautiful, because the kingdom of God belongs to the childlike, who cling to Christ for all their hope and salvation.[3] Our toil is sweet because we have been promised an inheritance over all the earth and work to advance the kingdom of the Savior who purchased this inheritance for us. [4]Our sleep is peaceful because we believe in the Holy One who has done for us all our works.[5]
            As I write this, I feel clumsy and inadequate, struggling to capture the beauty of the everyday, the beauty of things too lofty for me. In Christ, our lives gain a greater reality. The horrors of injustice, death and destruction cause us to groan with greater fervency for the restoration of creation’s order[6], and the joy, hope, and love that we see in the everyday cause us to rejoice that the restoration has begun in our own hearts and families[7]. This restoration, this infusion of our lives with purpose, meaning, and the glory of God through the Gospel of Christ, leads us into greater praise and thanksgiving. I have recently overlooked the beauty in my life because of the hunger for “something greater.” Our lives have been given their greatest significance in the Gospel and Grace of Christ.
            I recognize the incoherence and brevity of these musings, but conclude with this: Let us be about our Father’s business, and Lord Jesus, come quickly. Amen.



[1] Logansinlondon.wordpress.com
[2] Ephesians 5:22-33
[3] Matthew 19:13-15
[4] Romans 8:15-17
[5] Hebrews 4
[6] Romans 8:18-25
[7] Colossians 3:12-4:1

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Our two videos on our two shekels

We've officially created two new videos in the past few weeks! One with our big announcement and one about our aunt's visit with us! Here they are for your viewing pleasure.

Announcement Rap


Ellen's Israel Adventure

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

By Writing, Profit....

For those counting, we recently completed our little blogging experiment. While we haven’t exactly been faithful to our commitment of three blogs a week, we have tried, and I feel it has been a success. Our purposes here were threefold. In a word, we wrote to communicate, we wrote to understand and we wrote to learn.
“For me writing has always felt like praying, even when I wasn’t writing prayers, as I was often enough. You feel that you are with someone.”[1] Writing is a conversation. Truly, nobody writes what is meant to go unread. Even in the darkest hours of life, when people chronicle their most intimate dreams and desires in a their most secret journals, they do that by having a conversation with themselves. There are three parties to “the most private thought- the self that yields the thought, the self that acknowledges and in some way responds to the thought, and the Lord. That is a remarkable thing to consider.”1 We are thankful for where the Lord has brought us. We are glad we are where He has placed us. We miss our dear friends, however, and as we write to you, we do feel your presence, just as we feel it in a phone call or in reading a letter from you. Our writing has helped us to feel the fellowship we miss with you, and for that we are truly thankful.
            I’m afraid the last two reasons for the blog were quite selfish. Augustine is reported to have said “I profess to be one of those who, by profiting, write, and by writing profit.[2] That proved itself true for us.
            We wrote about many of the things we have been through here. The deadline which we assigned ourselves helped us to discuss the things we’ve learned. The catharsis of pen and paper did not merely comfort us, but helped us to process the means by which the Lord comforted our troubles. The therapy was not in the pages we wrote, but in the act of typing, writing or scratching our thoughts to paper, we could see more clearly the way God Himself and His revelation of Himself helped us to understand our experiences. In our joys and in our sorrows, writing was a way we meditated on the faithfulness of God in Christ, who is our true source of unending delight.
            There is great joy for us in writing. In putting pen to paper (or hand to keyboard) I find my thoughts to flow much more freely than they do when I speak, truly even more freely than when I think. Writing is the way I can see the world, it is the avenue by which I comprehend myself, and it is the tool I find most comfortable to employ in communication with others. In writing and in opening myself up for critique, (which, uncomfortable though it was, I was very thankful for) I found myself able to convey my thoughts more completely, in a more easily understandable way. I found my vocabulary becoming more careful, and my thinking more precise. I feel that this has been profitable for me in many ways, and pray that it will continue to be in years to come.
            This exercise has been very enjoyable, and we’re glad for those of you who patiently endured and provided feedback as we attempted it. We will not be able to maintain the quantity of writing that we have in the past two months, as much as we have loved it. We do hope, however, that this trial will manifest itself in a more consistent amount of writing for us. We have learned the importance of our words, and look forward to using them further as we seek to serve our Savior.


[1] Marilynne Robinson, Gilead
[2] John Calvin, Institutes, “Letter to the Reader”

Monday, July 1, 2013

A Visit from The Douthits

We recently had the pleasure of having our family come to visit. We had a great time while they were here. While the journey began with a rough start (especially for Micah and Dad), we had a great week travelling, spending time together, swimming, playing games, and feasting! Saying goodbye was difficult, but we sure are glad for the time we had with them, and thank the Lord for the great families we are blessed to be a part of. We were reminded of His grace in giving us generous, supportive, encouraging, and gracious parents, and we are thankful that our families are willing for travel halfway around the world to see us. Oh, what grace!
            We had a variety of adventures. Dad and Micah took 56 hours to arrive. Micah got to experience firsthand the ingenuity of our landlord in repairing our electricity (sticking a live wire back into a fried breaker). Dad and Nathan got to spend frustrating hours trying to clean out a clogged drain using  our hands, a hanger, a drain cleaner, a snake and every other tool known to man. Also, everyone got the very entertaining experience of hearing Nathan talk on the phone with the internet company all through one evening’s dinner. Besides that, the whole trip was as smooth as glass.
            One of our favorite events was a barbecue we hosted for all our friends to come and meet our family. We are so proud of our family and speak of them often, so it was wonderful for all our friends to get the meet them! They have, obviously, been very formative for us, and we were so glad to let our friends match a face with the stories we tell.

Below are some of our favorite pictures from our time together!











In conclusion, we had a fantastic time with our family, and thank God for them. Even with all the "excitement," they were an encouragement to our hearts and a blessing to our souls. We’re looking forward to your visit next!


Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Things We've Learned-- 3. Community

(In case you missed it, Kate's out of town, and then Nate's family will be in town, so instead of all the blogging responsibilities falling to me, we pre-wrote some blogs to post here. The first is here, explaining the series. The other posts include 1. Sovereignty 2. Prayer 4. Contentment and Sustaining Grace)
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           We have been blessed in our lives with excellent communities. Our relationships with our families are excellent, and our dear friends in Alabama have always been so kind to us. Even here in Israel, the class at MSIH has been so good to us, welcoming us in and sharing their experiences with us. We realize that this is not the same story for everybody in the world, and thank God for these graces in our lives.
We have always enjoyed our community of faith, the Church[i], in whatever place we happen to be. During college, we were taught by faithful men and women to truly love the Church, as Christ loves her. That is not to pretend that she has no flaws, but to be a part of local churches, engaging in their day to day lives, and striving to labor with brothers and sisters in the work of the Kingdom of God. This lesson was not easy for us to learn, and on leaving the church in Auburn, we struggled to love the church wherever we were. In the difficulties we faced, God mercifully taught us a greater appreciation for the church, laying the foundation where that was weak, and building on it where it was strong. We have been shown the great blessing in loving and respecting the Church that was, the church that is, and the Church that will be.
            We are not the first followers of Jesus to suffer. A casual reading of the New Testament will show that the suffering of believers was a common occurrence, especially in the lives of leaders in the church. In the glorious history of our religion found in Hebrews 11, the author builds to his climax with

            Others suffered mocking and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment. 37 They were stoned, they were sawn in two,[a] they were killed with the sword. They went about in skins of sheep and goats, destitute, afflicted, mistreated— 38 of whom the world was not worthy—wandering about in deserts and mountains, and in dens and caves of the earth.”

And then exhorts the brothers and sisters, in view of the Church, to run their race with endurance. Looking for the ultimate example to the founder, the cornerstone of the faith, our Lord Jesus Christ. We, in suffering, are able to see how to suffer well, how to endure well, in light of those who have gone before us. We look to faithful endurance in the lives of John G. Paton, Corrie Ten Boom, Lottie Moon, Richard Wurmbrand, and the many others who have come through this life, suffering, but have endured faithfully until the end. Adoniram Judson, soon after the stillbirth of his first son, wrote these words

“Such were our weaknesses that we felt we had no portion left here below and found consolation only in looking beyond our pilgrimage…. But if ever we commended ourselves sincerely and without reserve, to the disposal of our heavenly father, it was on that evening.”[ii]

Amen, may we follow his example and look beyond our pilgrimage to our eternal home.
            In the midst of trial, we have learned to lean on the means of grace the Lord has given to us in the church. Truly, we have been blessed by those who rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep and live in harmony with one another.[iii] To share the burden of our grievances with our family here and see them fulfill the law of Christ in teaching us to suffer well has blessed us beyond measure[iv]. The church has come around us so well, and in comforting, has not sought to explain away the pain we feel, but has mourned with us. Together, we groan for the coming of the King, the renewal of all things, and we groan together.[v]
            Finally, as we have seen the example of those who have gone before us, and have groaned with those who mourn with us, we have looked forward to the coming of the Day, the New Creation and the hope we have. For now, in this fallen world, we are caught in a strange shadowland. Indeed, we have been given indescribable joy, and there are days when nothing but that fills our hearts. Yet this world is still marred by unspeakable sorrow and that is constantly afflicting us, if not individually, then corporately. For it is written of the Body of Christ, “If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together.”[vi] But it is also said that our hope will not be disappointed, for as surely as we have been sealed in Jesus[vii] we will see the day when the Church is assembled together, and on that day, our Savior, the great Shepherd of our Souls, will dwell with us, and He will wipe every tear from our eye while the light of His joy banishes all sorrow from our hearts.[viii]
            Until that day, we labor on. Learning and growing from the saints of old as we love and groan with our brothers and sisters around us. Your Church is ready for you, Lord. Come quickly.





[i] Note, in speaking of the universal body of believers in Christ, a capital C is used. In speaking of a local church, lowercase is substituted.
[ii] Bless God and Take Courage: The Judson History and Legacy, Rosalie Hall
[iii] Romans 12:15-16a
[iv] Galatians 6:2
[v] Romans 8:20-25
[vi] 1 Corinthians 12:26
[vii] Romans 5:3-11
[viii] Revelation 21:1-4

Monday, June 10, 2013

Things We've Learned-- 1. God's Sovereignty

(In case you missed it, Kate's out of town, and then Nate's family will be in town, so instead of all the blogging responsibilities falling to me, we pre-wrote some blogs to post here. The first is here, explaining the series. The other posts include 2. Prayer 3. Community 4. Contentment and Sustaining Grace)
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John Newton once said of his belief in the sovereignty of God that it was like sugar in tea. He used it, “[I]n my writings and my preaching as I use this sugar'—taking a lump, and putting it into his tea-cup, and stirring it, adding, 'I do not give it alone, and whole; but mixed and diluted.'" It would later be written of him that this doctrine, “permeates all that he writes and teaches and serves to sweeten everything.”[1] Before we moved to Israel, we certainly would have affirmed with our brother the great doctrines of God’s sovereign grace, but they were far away from us. Less like sugar in bitter coffee, they were sugar on top of iced cake. They were certainly present and delightful to our taste, but they had not altered the flavor of our lives. It was not until the Hand of Providence hid the temporal blessings we had enjoyed or expected that we were able to taste the sweetness of God’s right and responsibility to determine our fate. In the revelation of this aspect of God’s character we found steadfastness in our mourning, hope for the future, and unspeakable comfort in the Gospel.
            A dear elder brother once shared with us that while he and his wife had endured the agony of losing a child, the second half of 2 Samuel 12 was a great comfort to them. While the situations were different, the example of David was great even in the midst of his pain. He fasts and intercedes for the child, begging for the Lord’s mercy. When the child is taken, he goes to the house of the Lord and worships. Even in his struggles and trials, David gives to God the glory He is due, for who can question His judgments? They may be trials, testing, discipline, or a combination, but we can ask with Job, “Shall we receive good from God, and shall we not receive evil?”[2] By all means, no! We know indeed that God works all things together for the good of His people[3], and that those paths will sometimes turn us into sheep ready for the slaughter[4]. Those paths, however, will result in our good and in our delight, for though we be stripped and plundered in this world, we ourselves joyfully accept this, knowing we have a better possession-an abiding one[5].
            As we will discuss in another post, we have always known in our heads of our true possession, the kingdom that we would joyfully sell our lives to purchase, the unspeakable treasure and pearl of great price[6]. But indeed, our hearts have just begun to understand the intertwining of our belief in the coming kingdom to the sovereignty of God. He has a right to do what He wishes to bring His purposes to pass. If we did not belief in His sovereign rule, oh how we would weep as John wept when he saw no one worthy to open the scroll and bring about the redemption of all creation.[7] But the Lion has conquered, and now He can open the scroll. Jesus has the right to bring about His will in every situation for our blessed hope to become a reality. Truly, we cannot affirm His rule over nations and kings and deny Him the right to determine the course of our lives. Indeed, He must reign until He brings about His purposes[8] and that does not merely concern the overarching purpose of His kingdom, but His individual purposes for His people. Indeed, if God cannot determine the course of history, we have no hope.
            It was God’s definite plan and foreknowledge that allows us to enter into His kingdom through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ[9]. Indeed, we would be lost like sheep without a shepherd had God not mercifully sent His Light to dawn on us[10]. If the God who sees all has graciously ordained our salvation through the murder of His own Son, shall we complain that the load He has given us is too much to bear? Of course not! Because of the course of God’s plan in making Jesus, the pure and spotless, the sin-bearer, we are able to wander this earth with all our sorrows, yet having a joy that no death or war can take from us. We walk as those who are poor and destitute, but in reality, we hold the riches and treasures of a Kingdom unseen and unimaginable.[11] Thank God for His sovereign hand, working all things together for our benefit.
            As we have tasted and seen steadfastness, hope, and comfort in the sovereignty of God, we have been encouraged by the saints who have journeyed before us. We’d like to close this post with a quote from John G. Paton, a missionary to the New Hebrides. He penned these words in reflection on losing his young bride, early after they were on the mission field. “It was verily difficult to be resigned, left alone, and in sorrowful circumstances; but feeling immovably assured that my God and Father was too wise and loving to err in anything that He does or permits, I looked up to the Lord for help, and struggled on in His work. I do not pretend to see through the mystery of such visitations,-wherein God calls away the young, the promising, and those sorely needed for His service here; but this I do know and feel, that, in the light of such dispensations, it becomes us all to love and serve our blessed Lord Jesus so that we may be ready at His call for death and Eternity.”[12] Amen, let us struggle and toil, putting our trust in him who is able to keep us from stumbling, and present us pure before His glorious presence in the end.[13]




[1] http://www.christianity.com/11530967/?p=9
[2] Job 2:10 ESV
[3] Romans 8:28
[4] Romans 8:36
[5] Hebrews 10:34
[6] Matthew 13:44-46
[7] Revelation 5:1-5
[8] 1 Corinthians 15:25
[9] Acts 2:23-24
[10] Isaiah 53:6, 9:2
[11] 2 Corinthians 5:21-6:10
[12] John G. Paton, Missionary to the New Hebrides: An Autobiography (emphasis ours).
[13] Jude 248